Hybrid Visions I am an artist and a writer. I consider myself an Experiencer and Contactee, not an abductee. I am in what I assert to be a reawakening period. Reawakening to things I once knew well in childhood, but had since tucked away with the onset of "logical reasoning". Life has a way of coming around full circle however, and we find ourselves unable to escape the truth's that permeate our entire being, be they "tucked away" or not. This rediscovery of occurrences lost in the realm of the subconscious will crop up in the strangest times and places. They seem to come in at a time when most needed, a time when the return to innocence and truth is once again longed for while in the trap of adult onset denial. My reawakening began quite recently. Visions and experiences poured into my life and my soul like a long lost friend, yet were treated as an enemy due to my lack of understanding, my adult onset denial and tendency toward scientific thinking. The road to acceptance was long and continues, but I am now able to look at these experiences with objectivity instead of blatant refusal. Most of my encounters have been positive, though certainly not all. The art included here represents what I believe to be a vivid recall of visions concerning hybridization. I have had many experiences, in the physical, not just in a visionary state, concerning the Gray's. There are two "species" I seem to encounter. One is benign, the other is somewhat hostile, as if there is merely "a job to be done". The benign one's do not abduct for medical experimentation. They bear no names neither do they have a written language. Their presence seems to be more in the realm of "guidance, nurture, and even spiritual impartation". I have a "Contact", for lack of a better word, with this benign race. Two actually. One has been met face to face, the other in what I like to call, "CEDK; Close encounter's of the dreaming kind" Many of the visions represented below in my work fall into this CEDK category or vision's while awake that are very close to the alpha state. I plan to soon add paintings of these two Gray contact's as time and memory permit's. |
MIANA I have had recurring dreams of one named Mian. He has shown me since childhood many extraordinary inventions. Upon waking I would scurry to write them down, knowing we did not possess this type of technology. After becoming an adult it has become clear to me that these inventions could not have formed out of a child's mind and limited knowledge of technology. The dreams continue. Mian is a hybrid himself. I was not allowed (in my dreams) to ever see his face. One night this changed, and while awake. The vision is detailed so I must suffice to say that I did finally see his face after 33 year's. I was shocked and a bit put off at first, but his humility soon grabbed at my heart and all this dissipated into love for him. I am told he is my brother, that we share the same father, the other Gray Contact I spoke of. I reference him as "DKN". Mian had given me the name Miana many year's ago. When I painted this I felt led. I wasn't even in my reawakening period yet and was clueless to it's meaning. After seeing him, now I know. (albeit he looks quite different). |
EMERGENCE This "woman" basically painted herself. I had no idea where this painting was going but followed "it's" lead, as is often the case in these works. I must admit to not knowing who she is, where she is from, or why she "did this". She seems to be emerging from a "birthing" situation, her power and/or light (knowledge) emanating from her left eye. Normally I'm not into nudity works, but I left her alone as she wanted to present herself. One gains little knowledge trying to "clean up" the truth, however offensive it may be. |
HSP; Hyper Sensory Perception Many will understand the above without even the slightest explanation. HSP is most easily defined as "heightened senses"; sight, sound, smell, touch, taste. The senses go far beyond the five mentioned. When one has HSP, they will notice they can "hear" things others cannot -tones/ringing in ears (not diagnosed as tinnitus) & weak radio transmissions heard usually later in the night due to frequency levels for example. These seem to be merely heightened physical senses, but many that possess this seem to also hear more, perhaps in either the physic or spiritual realm. People with HSP make great contactees. In addition to sound, there is smell; smelling burning wood the day before a fire next door to your own home for example. These occurrences happened to me frequently. Extreme sensitivity to light and touch are also very common. Taste sensitivity can spawn a picky eater when they truly cannot help it. This painting endeavors to convey one who is in the throws of HSP, and yes, it can come in cycles. I believe that people are often misdiagnosed with Bipolar Disorder when in fact they are experiencing HSP. The scientific establishment having little understanding of these matters would dismiss this theory immediately. However, the symptoms are almost identical and this needs to be addressed as a serious issue. Are many being heavily medicated merely because they have heightened senses? If so, this is a tragedy. |
MESSENGER Again, this one seemed to paint herself. And again, I'm not sure who she is. I "feel" she is a messenger of sorts and certainly a hybrid. She is a strong personality and seems to convey a sense of confidence. She is perhaps trying to tell us all that awakening to the unfamiliar takes strength, courage, tenacity, and beating the established dogma. In fact, I have a gallery of spiritual painting's at my main web site where she is included, but here I entitled her "Esther". In the Old Testament it was Ester who did in fact embody many of these elements. Awakening need not be frightening if done with the right heart, else many could be led down the wrong path. |
 ILLUMINED Slowly this individual is beginning to awaken, trying desperately to push all negative thoughts of their experiences and "gifts" to the wayside. However, this soul has a long way to go yet. |
DISCOVERY She peers down at something with mixed emotions; fear coupled with curiosity. What does she see? She represents the subconscious, your subconscious. She is discovering memories lost long ago, feelings that have permeated her entire life are now visible in tangible form. A reconciliation could be the next occurrence, an understanding of who she has been all of her life. It rests now within her to decide. What will she now allow to prevail; the fear, or the curiosity? Her time has come to make a decision. Perhaps it is your time as well. Again, I believe she is perhaps a hybrid, I believe more may be than we know. |
MIANA'S CONFUSION The title perhaps says it all. This painting was done before "Miana". It seems to incorporate the same elements of "HSP" and total bewilderment as to what is taking place. Another curious aspect of the painting is all of the lightning. Long after painting "HSP" and "Miana's Confusion", I had a dream in which Mian showed me yet another one of his marvelous pieces of technology. It was a mechanism for generating lightning on demand. It shot 400 feet into the night sky, yet was completely controlled. While beautiful, I stepped back several feet <g>. |
FINAL DISCOVERY This vision came right at the canvas. Gentle Alpha states seem to take over at these times and they are very peaceful, yet sometimes intense. This person has finally amalgamated the two sides of herself, denial and acceptance. Notice her left side; her finger's are bound by strings not really binding at all, but she has let them control her for years. The hands are in the darkness, there is no enlightenment for her. At the bottom her blackened heart appears to be melting, the death of the soul is surely near. Yet we see she is wrapped within an egg, a sign of a hastened arrival, a sign of birth. So something is beginning to happen to her, wrapped in this embryonic stage; Her hand's on the right are illuminated and free from fetters. Tears stream down her face as the awakening of her soul begins to emerge. The beautiful light in the center of her forehead shows us she has, at long last received the truth she had longed for. We are led to assume she is still in a formulative period, yet seem assured her heart will be the next in line to mend. |
DENIAL'S TRAP I truly believe that when we allow ourselves to listen to the "establishment" and it's views on what is acceptable and what is not, we get caught in our own trap of denial. Why do I say we are trapped in denial instead of asserting we have finally gained logical reasoning? Because we haven't. It's denial because of the very definition of the word; Refusal to accept what you know is true. When we are in this state, we are in darkness, yet the spirit of longing to get back home to the truth shines sadly through the eye's of the victim of one's self. |
REMOTE VIEWER This piece is indicative of what I had referred to all my life as "Voyeur Dreaming". A good 70% of my dream states are in this setting; I am never "in" the dream, merely a voyeur, a spectator. I would say it was likened unto watching a screen, but this is only partly true. I find a more descriptive way to convey the situation would be as follows; I seem to hover in a corner of the room where these people might be, yet they are unaware of my presence. If outside, I am sitting or hovering above them somewhere off to the side. These dreams can be disturbing as I cannot interact in them. I cannot help either should a certain scenario arise that is abusive in nature. One is supposed to use their dreams to "work through" their own problems, but seeing as these don't seem to include me nor solicit my help, there is no closure. I am awakened feeling frustrated. I am now familiar with the concept of "remote viewing". This could certainly be what is happening here. This painting depicts the way I feel in these dreams; present, but in the dark. |
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